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So frustrating [Apr. 19th, 2015|10:28 pm]
Armando Ricardo

It's so difficult to want to be there for someone and have them shut you out. It's not the same person I knew. It kills me.

My brain is all wonky

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Edgar Allan Poe-The Pit And The Pendulum [Feb. 3rd, 2015|01:16 pm]
Armando Ricardo

The thought came gently and stealthily, and it seemed long before it attained full appreciation; but just as my spirit came at length properly to feel and entertainment it, the figures of the judges vanished, as if magically, from before me; the tall candles sank into nothingness; their flames went out utterly; the blackness of darkness supervened; all sensations appeared swallowed up in a mad rushing descent as of the soul into Hades. Then silence, and stillness, and night were the universe.

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Silver linings playbook [Jan. 29th, 2015|02:46 pm]
Armando Ricardo

The world will break your heart 10 ways til Sunday, that's guaranteed, and I can't begin to explain that... Or the craziness inside myself or everybody else. But guess what, Sunday's my favorite day again. I think of everything everyone did for me and I feel like a very lucky guy.

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My back hurts [Jan. 23rd, 2015|10:51 pm]
Armando Ricardo

But not as bad as your face is going to. BAM

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verbal diarrhea [May. 3rd, 2013|01:49 am]
Armando Ricardo
love is a funny thing. and by funny i mean fucked up. before anyone there was her. before i knew what love was, she was there. everyone has that first 'true love' thing, that one person you will remember for the rest of your life. that one person you have millions of 'what if's' about. but in the end it was never meant to be, and believe me, if someone told me that years ago i would have laughed in their face. life is one big lesson. we learn, we grow, we even regret, but in the end it works out. settling shouldn't ever be a option. this one shot at life we have should be the best. im going to go out fighting. fighting for that one. yes, i have settled before, and maybe im doing it now temporarily, but i'm not sure. nothing is written in stone. im going to fight for that one person. if i havent forgotten you by now than it has to be something, right? and even if it isnt mutual, which im positive it isnt, im still going to give you everything i can; my dearest friendship, my everlasting love, my undivided attention, even my last breath if it's what you need-it's yours. to think of someone on a daily basis like this is just torture, but He has a plan and i need to stand by the Lord. He will make whatever it is happen if He feels it's necessary, i suppose.
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(no subject) [Jan. 8th, 2013|02:31 am]
Armando Ricardo
im so happy yet i still think of you all the time and what you once told me before you were married/right when you got married. this isnt about you, this person is now divorced.

when im single i feel like i need someone. when im in a relationship i feel i should be single. maybe its because its not the right person? i love her, i really do. but i love someone else still regardless of how much i try not to.
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Blah [Nov. 12th, 2012|07:34 pm]
Armando Ricardo
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Fuck this funk. Grrble

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cant sleep because of these thoughts... [Oct. 3rd, 2012|02:22 am]
Armando Ricardo
I can honestly say I have loved 3 people in my life (other than family). One is obvious...the girl I dated for 5.5 years. The other I met when I was in 7th or 8th grade. It's funny how we reconnected 8+ years after we met and have had a great friendship since. I think about her all the time and she just makes me smile anytime her name appears in my random mind. The final person is a weird exception. I don't know her as well as the others, but there is such a strong gravitational pull to her. If we were velcro it seems she would the other half of me. It just feels... correct. I'm sure many of you (if anyone read this anymore) know what I am talking about. It's just shitty how I know none of these would ever work out. 1 is married or something, and the other I think is just super friendly and what not...like we are best friends or something.

Just a random thought that is keeping me up.
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(no subject) [Apr. 5th, 2011|12:58 pm]
Armando Ricardo
there's walking danger talking and stalking me, its breathing and heaving my guts on the floor.
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so so true. and a great song too. Cursive- I Couldn't Love You. [Jan. 29th, 2011|06:26 pm]
Armando Ricardo
Love may be man-made
But it must exist
It's what you want the most
And most resist
Love's polluted
No, no, it's pure
It's convoluted
One thing I could say for sure
I couldn't love you anymore

I couldn't love you anymore
I couldn't love you anymore
I couldn't love you anymore
I couldn't love you anymore

It's a game of fetch
We'll never win
You throw me out
It brings us back
You throw me out again
Loves an affliction
No, it's a cure
It's a contradiction that harms and heals
Adores and abhors
I couldn't love you anymore

I couldn't love you anymore
I couldn't love you anymore
I couldn't love you anymore
I couldn't love you anymore

Love is a tantrum
Love is an interlude
Love is an instinct
Not now, dear, I'm not in the mood anymore

No, no, no, no, no
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

It's no big deal
It's not worth losing sleep
You over-analyze
The simplest things
Love's what you take
But can never give
Love's what you hate
You'll never figure out what it's for
I couldn't love you anymore

I couldn't love you anymore
I couldn't love you anymore
I couldn't love you anymore
I couldn't love you anymore
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